That should explains why am i writting this in english.
The thing is, i always fall for a 'wrong girl'.widow, a girl who smokes, problematic daughter, fashion weirdo
maybe God wants me to change myself if i want a better girl.without improving myself i will keep on falling for the wrong girl.
I don't know much about this girl.in fact i think she herself is confuse about her true identity.more reasons to love her.yes i have inferiority complex especially when it comes to liking someone.but in this case,i think ppl will have to agree.saving the details, let just say that we do not have the same values.let alone we have different sets of character and mentality.
Though it will not justify the means, i still want to explain. i do not know her that well to even say we are different. But i have to say, i know shes has more to offer rather than being a bimbo.i judge i assume, i say that, might be because of my instinct, hunch or observation.but obviously because i like her. Yes suddenly i become optimistic as well as positive.
This is wrong.
I have made a big mistake.
One person saw me did it.
I tried to be funny.
Now,
I have to be brave
To deal with the music
That might be coming anytime now
As love,make us do stupid things
I hate this feeling
